The presure is on.... Dont get me wrong, school is the best thing i could have ever done. BUT boy is the presure on. Its hard to form habbits of study, and always feeling one step behind. I have learded that when i think im not going to do well, I just dont have faith in myself. Our mind plays with us, or mine does.... Like taking a test... my mind goes blank, and the nerves sit in and i just cant think. The doctor called and i have a meeting with him to discuss if i have a learning disablity. Last night doing my math homework, i noticed that im having a problem rewriting the problem correctly. I spent hours on the work, and so frustrated. I knew how to do the math, just could not write 3(-9)+12= and so on. As if im seeing it backwards. I am excited to get the results, but scared im fine just a very low IQ. Now that would break my heart. On the other hand, I passed my Psychology test!!!!!
Let me tell you, learning about the brain and how it works..... words ive never seen, things i have never heard....til i started to idenfiy with t.v shows that talked about what i was learning. That is where the excitment comes in. Feeding my brain!!!
I think more now, and do more math in my head, and can relate with more people. Pray for me to recieve the imformation, and progress.. jbell
